Loftpat, I was the office manager at a mental health clinic 2 years ago, and I did a great job! There is no way I'd survive even one day at that job now. Half of that job was proof reading what the psychologist and therapists wrote, between charts, letters to lawyers, or psychological tests. I had to pay very close attention to detail. I loved doing it as it was really fascinating. Now I can hardly even read the news! Every once in a while I'll actually understand what I just read, and that's one of the best feelings! So I understand your pain - isn't it so strange to think back on our previous lives when we could function at a normal to high level? I feel like I'm thinking of a different person, not myself.