Isfarel, thanks for reading.
If you can ask around like your doctor ,family, friends teachers and pharmacy. Maybe they know folks. Maybe they too can ask around as well.
As the doctor is pain management, I have no choice but continue seeing her. I went thru 8 visits with PM's before I found her. She cares and wants answers to this metal thing.
I'd like to share a typical first time visit with a doctor. So you all will understand why they won't take me.
Let's say the office is on the 4 floor. I wait for the elevator to come. I have lighting bolts coming at me from both sides of the elevator frame and doors. As I'm getting used to the shock it level 4 pain. I begin to feel draining of my energy.
Yeah the elevator arrives. I step in. I then get shocks from everywhere. My energy rapidly. Now we are at floor two. My arm start to shake. My head begins to sway back and forth.
Now its the fourth floor. I'm totally wiped of my energy. I'm holding the door frame(major shock) so I don't fall. I lean forwards to get out of the elevator and stumble out down the hallway. I'm now in a fog and all energy gone. I sit on the floor if the office is not right there. Next thing I know its 10-20 minutes later. Sometimes people are they and sometimes only my wife. The further away from the stainless elevator the more I regain my energy. Now I'm awake. My wife goes to the doctors office and check in. They ask her where is he? She tells them he can't sit in your metal chairs in your waiting room. She tells them to come get us when they are ready. Then she goes to the restroom and brings back a wet paper towel for my face. As I come back to life she hellos me up and leans me on the wall while we wait.so now they come tell us the doctor is ready. We laugh and go inside my holding me up as we walk to the exam room. We get inside and my wife begins to remove the stainless stuff from the room in the hall way. They really dont like that and she tells them if it stays in the room he will pass out. The response to this is different in each place. Nonbelievers mostly. So only the stainless sink, stainless paper towel holder,chair and exam table are in the room. At this point the sink is shocking me and draining energy. The other things are shocking me too. I'm sitting on the floor or sometimes I stand. Can't get on the exam table. Now depending on how fast the doctor comes in to the room, I may have to step out of the room so I don't pass out again. If I feel like passing out my wife helps me to the outer hallway again. The staff asks where are you going? My wife tells them he I'd going to pass out in that room from the metal, so I have to take him outside. She puts me on the floor and goes back in and tells them when the doctor is in the room I will bring him back in. Usually about 5-10 minutes go by and they call me into the exam room. We begin talking to the Doctor. Of course, he wants to know what's going on.so my wife had to tell him about the metal thing. By this time my head is swaying from side to side. My wife sees it and tells the doctor he's going to pass out if we font get him out of this room now! So they help me to the hallway and lean me on the wall. Now all the staff has now come to see. If they have a wood legged chair or a plastic stool they bring that to me. Now the doctor says I've never seen or heard of anything like that. My wife says that's fine were are not here for that. There's nothing that can be done for that. So now I tell the doctor that my wife is legally able to talk for me.as I sit outside they talk. Now if they piss my wife off by saying BS or I won't take him on as my patient. She storms out. If they think they can help they say I can do this. They give me prescription and say come back in a month. So now back to the elevator and the same thing happens. Passing out in the lobby.bshe puts me in a chair, metal no matter. Ask pass out, she goes to get the truck. She comes back in with a wet towel and wakes me again. She helps me to the truck and I either pass out again or I get my energy back. Now you are saying to yourself why didn't they use the stairs? Here's why. First no one can help us in there if I passout. Next the stair steps have a painted stainless steel cap on each step. The hand rails are painted metal/steel. My last visit I convinced my wife we are going up the stairs. My legs won't get me but one floor and I have to rest as my energy is being drained by the step caps. We make up to the 4th floor and we are both wiped out. Good thing is I don't pass out. Then the exam room thing starts again.
We both understand why doctors don't want me as a patient.
They only see the metal thing and not what I'm there for.
I thank god for my PM Doctor and her staff.
They have seen me pass out in the bathroom. They drug test me each visit. The handicap stainless hand rails shock me when I pull my pants down to pee. This makes it really hard to pee. If it take longer than one minute the nurse comes in to pull me out. She then removes all the metal from the room. They have a wood exam table. My doctor cares and she prescribes me meds like morphine n the cancer pain meds. She keep a close eye on me and try's to keep me on a low dose. She wants answers to the metal thing. I on her mind first thing because the staff is moving the metal from the room first. She trys to make my vist as fast as possible so I don't pass out in the exams room from the sink and paper towel holder.
Sometimes I have to walk there parking lot so I get away from the metal then go back in to see her again. Its hard to find a doctor that will put up with that.
I'm sorry this was so long. I just needed you folks to see my life and how important it is that your doctor see you as a patient. Its NOT a right to see a doctor or be their patent, its privilege !
