Yeah, sort of puts a touch of pride on something that is probably totally embarrassing.
But I'm far beyond thinking anything I do for my body embarrassing any more, don't care who's reading, who's looking or where I am...
Doesn't mean all my social phobia residues are gone, but
those definitely are.
There's even something a little aggressive inside me (ah, silverback) saying: "You gonna tell me that anything I do to keep my symptoms down is something I shouldn't do in public?"
So to get to my favourite almond milk on the bottom shelf (3 1L/33oz. tetrapaks a day means I have to do this a lot), I slide down a shelf and kneel on the shop floor as it's easier for me. I'd sit too, if that wouldn't take a minute longer to get up again (saw a shop assistant doing that the other day too, had to praise him for that and we had a good laugh). Thankfully they've told me I can just directly put them into a bag (like 4-5kg apples too). That
considerably speeds up the checkout process. And makes transport in the shop easier, cos somehow I don't like bungling around with getting the big trolleys undone and done, not sure why exactly, prefer the hand trolleys, even tho my wife if she's with me gets us the big ones. I used to love charging around with the big trolleys, spinning them, braking just in time etc., but also hated them for smacking into my shins. Now I do usually take them if one is already undone, so it may just be I hate having to get a coin out to undo it?