im-grouchy-and-bite
Active member
- Joined
- Apr 6, 2015
- Messages
- 99
- Reason
- DX FIBRO
- Diagnosis
- 08/1988
- Country
- US
- State
- na
last time i was on here i thought i was loosing it all
first i dont want to come off rubbing in anyone's face
or upsetting anyone in anyway
for 3 to 4 years i watched my heath go to being able to do almost nothing
back 3 to 4 years ago my sleep ap machine broke and the provider refused
to fixed we wont get into that please a huge fubar fest so i was on the wrong
on to keep strokes and heart attacks from happening i have a family history
i have had 4 sleep labs test to check machine setting needs changes all that
and had a brief view of less of everything
well a couple weeks ago medicare 5 year machine replacement where
they buy us a new machine every 5 years any ways first day wow my
head clear pain 6 instead of 8 or off the scale i started walking
every day better im now up to 5 blocks a day and able to do store
with the wife again BUT one day 3 days passed without my fent
patch crap i woke up like the old days i was mad i was hoping to work
off but now i have come to face reality fent opana and soma are always
a part of my life but i need to be thankful opana and soma are now
backup maintenance bad days flairs wow haven felt a flair for a long time
its no mirical i have to push im always sore what we all deal with just
more of my freedom back more of my hobbies back but then my doc
office had me come sign a pain contract allot like when you refuse a
ambulance but also had in there he could revoke meds for anything
and cut from 60 to 28 they say easier refills lmao im just going to refile
every time its refile time even if that means a stock pile hes nasty enough
that if he sees to much time between refills he may yank and i still need
them just not as often as before thats the only bad part and half to watch
really hard part the rest is just the typical overdoing etc i get mad when i miss
my walks things like that its mind blowing the big changes i wish you all the
best and that you find your own hope take care
first i dont want to come off rubbing in anyone's face
or upsetting anyone in anyway
for 3 to 4 years i watched my heath go to being able to do almost nothing
back 3 to 4 years ago my sleep ap machine broke and the provider refused
to fixed we wont get into that please a huge fubar fest so i was on the wrong
on to keep strokes and heart attacks from happening i have a family history
i have had 4 sleep labs test to check machine setting needs changes all that
and had a brief view of less of everything
well a couple weeks ago medicare 5 year machine replacement where
they buy us a new machine every 5 years any ways first day wow my
head clear pain 6 instead of 8 or off the scale i started walking
every day better im now up to 5 blocks a day and able to do store
with the wife again BUT one day 3 days passed without my fent
patch crap i woke up like the old days i was mad i was hoping to work
off but now i have come to face reality fent opana and soma are always
a part of my life but i need to be thankful opana and soma are now
backup maintenance bad days flairs wow haven felt a flair for a long time
its no mirical i have to push im always sore what we all deal with just
more of my freedom back more of my hobbies back but then my doc
office had me come sign a pain contract allot like when you refuse a
ambulance but also had in there he could revoke meds for anything
and cut from 60 to 28 they say easier refills lmao im just going to refile
every time its refile time even if that means a stock pile hes nasty enough
that if he sees to much time between refills he may yank and i still need
them just not as often as before thats the only bad part and half to watch
really hard part the rest is just the typical overdoing etc i get mad when i miss
my walks things like that its mind blowing the big changes i wish you all the
best and that you find your own hope take care
