BlueBells
Senior member
- Joined
- Aug 1, 2023
- Messages
- 399
- Reason
- DX FIBRO
- Diagnosis
- 12/2019
- Country
- AU
- State
- VI
I'm still learning about what is and isn't fibro.
Today.
I got going okay this morning, I had an early appt, 8:30, but an hour later, I felt dopey tired. By 10 I felt good, into work and then about 12 I struggled to keep my eyes open. By 1 I'm up and off again. (this is bookwork o the computer).
I find that I suddenly feel overwhelmed at the thought of what needs to be done 'now'. That has been, I need to get a particular thing completed, I need to prepare for a short trip, and one was simply deciding what to have for lunch. This is today, it is now about 3:30pm.
It's like I switch on and off all day, and if I keep pushing through, I find it feels like my whole body is tiring , like trying to walk through mud. I'm feeling a few 'tingles' here and there, which I know are warnings that if I keep pushing, tomorrow I may well be zombie-like. Then again, I may be bright as a button (not likely though).
I read @sunkacola 's post, and literally I could barely keep my eyes open, and I feel like my body is 'melting'. I'm writing now as I feel , because my head is starting to de-rail (you wouldn't read this if I didn't continually correct typos).
I still have work to do, it can take an entire day to get an hours work done. Part of me says relax and do it tomorrow, the other part says I've nearly finished. My sensible head warns, I may make mistakes when head sideways
All I'm asking, please, does any of this sound like . Hmmm. Confused. Could any of this be fibro or something else? I've been checked for anxiety/depression. So mild, I manage it with a counselor. I'm thinking it's possibly been mostly fibro all along. She's good to work with though.
I'm beginning to feel a bit drunk , very tired but not sleepy tired, if that makes sense. I'm learning not to get angry with myself. That's been a good improvement, because then I get depressed and cry and spiral into a big mess. At least on my own, no one sees that![Giggle :giggle: :giggle:](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f60a.png)
I hope I posted in the correct forum, wasn't sure if this one of the one below it. I'm off now, typos on near every word as hands becoming very week and also pressing wrong keys.
Thank you for reading, hope not too boring a ramble![Smile :) :)](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f642.png)
Today.
I got going okay this morning, I had an early appt, 8:30, but an hour later, I felt dopey tired. By 10 I felt good, into work and then about 12 I struggled to keep my eyes open. By 1 I'm up and off again. (this is bookwork o the computer).
I find that I suddenly feel overwhelmed at the thought of what needs to be done 'now'. That has been, I need to get a particular thing completed, I need to prepare for a short trip, and one was simply deciding what to have for lunch. This is today, it is now about 3:30pm.
It's like I switch on and off all day, and if I keep pushing through, I find it feels like my whole body is tiring , like trying to walk through mud. I'm feeling a few 'tingles' here and there, which I know are warnings that if I keep pushing, tomorrow I may well be zombie-like. Then again, I may be bright as a button (not likely though).
I read @sunkacola 's post, and literally I could barely keep my eyes open, and I feel like my body is 'melting'. I'm writing now as I feel , because my head is starting to de-rail (you wouldn't read this if I didn't continually correct typos).
I still have work to do, it can take an entire day to get an hours work done. Part of me says relax and do it tomorrow, the other part says I've nearly finished. My sensible head warns, I may make mistakes when head sideways
![Frown :( :(](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f641.png)
All I'm asking, please, does any of this sound like . Hmmm. Confused. Could any of this be fibro or something else? I've been checked for anxiety/depression. So mild, I manage it with a counselor. I'm thinking it's possibly been mostly fibro all along. She's good to work with though.
I'm beginning to feel a bit drunk , very tired but not sleepy tired, if that makes sense. I'm learning not to get angry with myself. That's been a good improvement, because then I get depressed and cry and spiral into a big mess. At least on my own, no one sees that
![Giggle :giggle: :giggle:](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f60a.png)
I hope I posted in the correct forum, wasn't sure if this one of the one below it. I'm off now, typos on near every word as hands becoming very week and also pressing wrong keys.
Thank you for reading, hope not too boring a ramble
![Smile :) :)](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f642.png)