Don't all those meds scare you? I take about five pills, add vicodin and aspirin between the vicodins and I am scared to death. But what can you do, if you can't get out of bed for the pain? I am at the point that whatever works is ok with me!
I, too, think of myself as a disabled person. I had to quit my job, as well. I go to the grocery store, the thrift shop, and that's about it. A trip anywhere will put me in bed for the rest of the day. I will soon be housebound, I fear. No disability altho I have filed a claim.
I have moderate foot pain because of the gabbapentin, I think. When my leg and foot 'sleep', I am unsure of myself and my balance is not good. It is annoying, as well, but I am relieved the pain is not worse. It took nearly a year for the gabbapentin to help me at all. Good luck, my dear.