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Capt. Al and CJ are right. Start with trying an anxiety Medication so you can relax and try to focus on getting your self better. So you can concentrate on taking the right path on getting the proper medical help. There is a new drug for Fibro called LYRICA. You need to be there for your children. When I was Dx with Meniere's disease (ear) in 1992 after the shingles virus in my right ear. And four ear surgeries. I was left with Tinnitus. My sound in my ears is not a ringing. It is more like a jet plane. I am clinically deaf in my right ear. Ins. dont cover hearing aids. In Oct 2004, I convinced myself that I could not live that way. and I was going to commit suicide. I focused on my daughter and husband and got a grip. I have not accepted it. I have adjusted living with it. I can here the sound as I type this to you. There is appropriate help for you. Please get on an anxiety medication. and depression medications you must take as a therapy everyday to be affective. In 1992, I went in to a deep depression. It was a very dark place. I don't ever want to go there again. So please seek help. We are here for you. This is the most caring group of people. Sometimes we have to give a little push so people will get the
help they need. Just think if you can be treated and live as normal as possible. That would be a lot better than having ALS. With no current Cure.
We Care,
Lorie