Hi! I'm pretty new to the forum. This weekend my pain was excruciating and my husband, who works at a pharmacy was like, someone should give you something stronger for your pain. He said doctors are afraid to prescribe pain meds for fear of the government. I had a doctor who had my pain under control, and the hospital 'moved' him to another position. The doctor who replaced him immediately took my off my pain meds (no taper or anything), telling me I could get addicted. He also took me off the medicine I needed to eat, because that was too risky. Fortunately for me, my old doctor's pa or np was still there and she has been very compassionate and smart. After surviving this weekend, though, and having a depressing decline in my abilities, I do wonder if I could get some pain meds. I would be grateful for something to help at the worst parts if they don't want you to build a tolerance. I was thinking about asking for a physical therapy referral and a handful of pain pills, but I am afraid to tell the doctor's office about it. I am afraid they will think I am a drug seeker and it will ruin the relationship I have with them. But this is stupid. There is a lot more to addiction than having a prescription for pain medication. Thanks a lot to the jerks who abuse drugs and left us suffering. What they need to realize is there are consequences to leaving us in pain, too. It can be very traumatic. When a person is in pain, their blood pressure can go up, they may sweat or turn pale, and in my case I have a tremor. Anyone have advice? Btw I exercise until an injury stopped me which led to this flare, I do tens, relaxation meditation, massage, lyrica, trintellix, Wellbutrin and buspar. I can't take savella.