Hi ladies, well I wrote a whole book here but then I accidentally erased it! Don't you hate that!? When I mostly wanted to say tonight is to fill you guys in that my new pain management doctor decided to try to put me on the next opiates which is OxyContin 10 mg extended release and after two days of trying that I said no way, no thank you. I do not like the side effects of opiates. Or the physical dependence! I weaned myself off a few days ago and I surprisingly feel pretty good! Yes I worry that I might need something at some time. But you know what I'll ask for it then. I think I was experiencing hyperalgesia from the opiates. It seemed to heighten my pain and my moods were erratic. I'd rather use capsaizin cream, hot showers, baths, Tylenol and occasional NSAIDS. Yes I have good days and bad days, and I'm lucky to not be working right now, but I know the opiates also made me not want to exercise. I've been trying to research my back pain and I know that not exercising will only make things worse. I too am worried about more muscle atrophy and I know not having strong core muscles in my stomach area is contributing to my lower back pain. For me, I'd rather try adding the antidepressant Abilify again, to help with pain because it actually did seem to help. My only worry is weight gain because it seems the timethat I was taking it before, is when I gained an extra 20 to 30 pounds. I'm a very small woman, 5'1" tall and I know this extra weight as well as lack of strength is not helping. There's some aqua physical therapy nearby that I think I'll have the doctor refer me to.