Geraldine Higgin's blog

I havn't been on here for awhile so thought I would come back and give a bit of an update. Still plodding along ok. Still trying to find a doctor who at least tries to understand how I feel with no luck. :-( If anyone is in the manly west area and has a good doctor please let me know. :?: nothing much is happening in my life right now so I will leave it at that because I can't think of anything else to write.

I am feeling so confused and helpless at the moment. The things happening in my life feel so out of my control. My boyfriends cancer, my son ( long story I will go into a bit later) Mum and her hip replacement, thankfully she is doing well and is home now. Just feel like I want to crawl into a nice warm hole for awhile but I know this won't help. My boyfriend has quit, quitting and is smoking again, he still won't smoke in front of me and is still trying to hide the fact he is smoking.