Day 6

My life this week has been a nightmare in relation to trying to help my mom and also care for myself as well. We have reached a stage where many visits and phone calls are necessary to keep her safe and happy with all care givers.

But I am the go to girl. I must cook the meals and clean the house, buy the groceries and do the laundry, take to doctor appointments and make sure everyone else is on the same page, and boy am I wore out.

Usually, I like to plan a path to follow and get the job done step-by-step in a way that does not wreck my health and keep me running constantly. But lately I am in high gear and going full speed and not even close to seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.

My life is a mess. I am not sleeping well or taking time to eat right. Just on the go twenty-four-seven, and no end in sight. I hope this slows down or ends soon or I am liable to meet myself coming in the door. Then I will freak out.

But it is my duty to help my mom and so I forge ahead and risk everything to ensure that her life is happy and fulfilled each day.

And I will be fine later on after the party is over. Till next time. I hope all of you have a great day.