Day 39

Well my blog has suffered from lack of time lately. My mom's condition has gotten worse and she is now on hospice. Even being in bed there is constant work to be done in housework as well as, feeding her and making foods she can swallow. Changing and re-changing her and her bed, and giving meds and other personal needs.

My fibro has been in a serious flare of pain and weakness in my arms and legs. I have to force myself to get up in the morning and drag myself to the kitchen to eat and take my meds. Usually a hour later I am managing well for a short time until meds start wearing off. Then the pain is at it's worst.

I have started playing free bingo games to reduce stress and trying to cope with loss of my mother. I don't know how long she will last, but I hope in all the days she has left that she does not suffer.

Thanks to all that read my journal blog and know that I am with you in thought and spirit, even when I am not here physically. I always keep a eye on you and whats happening here and hope to be posting more in the near future.:)