Sorry rainyday. Have been there ourselves. Welcome to the group you never wanted to belong to. I was told at least I don't have cancer. Not sure how to take that...logically...yes it's awesome I don't have a terminal illness that will kill me. Come on though, it's a permanent, incurable (as of today) existence of whack-a-mole symptoms. The good news is with knowledge comes power. I'm am definitely better off psychologically knowing there is a reason for how I feel. I look to find insight...what can I do to improve things? What lesson can I learn from this? I'm off the charts on empathy for others about now. Good luck on your journey. We are pulling for you and for advancements in treatments!