TipBill
Senior member
- Joined
- Sep 8, 2014
- Messages
- 224
- Reason
- DX FIBRO
- Diagnosis
- 03/2014
- Country
- US
- State
- None
Hi, hope all of you mothers out there are having a great day with your families. Even though my daughter, son in law and granddaughter came over today and had dinner with me I am still feeling blah. Just so depressed I could cry. I never seem to want to do anything anymore and the thought of having to do something fills me with dread. I have starting having anxiety/panic attacks lately and am afraid to leave the house. I have also started to fear driving my car. There is no rational explanation for this but it is still happening. I see my PCP tomorrow for my annual physical and I plan to bring this issue up to him. I am also seeing a rheumatologist on Wednesday for the first time and am hoping she can help me find some answers to my fibro pain. I also had to quit work a year ago because I could no longer do the job I was doing. I filed for SSD but was denied twice. I now have a lawyer but he said it could take up to a year to go before and get an answer from the judge. Like I said I am just so depressed. I used to be so full of life and energy but now I spend most of my days sitting in the house waiting for time to pass. Everybody tells me I should get out and do something and I will feel better but when you are afraid to drive or leave the house how is that possible?
Anyway, thanks for letting me vent. Hope I didn't but a damper on anyone's day.
Anyway, thanks for letting me vent. Hope I didn't but a damper on anyone's day.