Hannah
Member
- Joined
- Dec 24, 2014
- Messages
- 15
- Reason
- DX FIBRO
- Diagnosis
- 12/2014
- Country
- US
- State
- AR
I need to go to the post office but my legs think that's a very bad Idea....jerks! I got up, washed my hair, took the dogs out, got the laundry off the line and folded it and had breakfast. Not much right? But now I need a chain saw. My legs must be amputated. My knees are starting in on the party. How do you do this?. How is one to continue on with their life and feel this way? It just came to me. The pain doesn't care. It's not about hard work or pushing thru or sitting on the couch. The pain isn't trying to take over our lives. It's just a thing that happens to you. It doesn't have a mind or an agenda. It just is. I think that's been my problem. I take it personal. Like someone is doing this to me. Like I'm under attack. The only thing thats attacking me is me. But then you wonder why is your body out to get you? I don't have these answer and I never will. What ways do you try to look at it? Do you every feel attacked? Or what about betrayed? I do get that one. I never catch a break. Fibro got me a year and anhalf ago but the ilness was there in other ways just waiting to strike.