GingerSnaps614
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- Joined
- May 27, 2013
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- 20
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- 05/2013
- Country
- US
- State
- PA
I was up until almost 7 o'clock this morning.... Admittedly, I was up into the wee hours poking around online and I had coffee yesterday (but I always have coffee, and it never does this to me). But I was lying in bed for hours and could not stop my mind from racing. It was like I could feel and hear EVERYTHING. I felt everything touching my skin - myself, the blankets, the pillow. I felt the various pain and stiffness everywhere at once. I felt my heart beating. I heard the birds and the ceiling fan and the cars going by outside and it was all SO LOUD. Everything was loud! Things looked strange. Like the white background of this page looked like a bunch of tiny different colored dots. It was hard to focus, a little bit visually, and a lot of bit mentally. I was twitching a little bit.
My brain wouldn't turn off.... sort of racing thoughts. I just wanted to sleep! All of the sudden I started to panic; I got scared that when my family is over later for Memorial Day, I will blackout when my 1 and a half year old niece is next to me and I will fall on her and kill her. I was so freaked out.
I finally got some sleep, but I woke up and my heart is still beating fast and hard and I just feel really anxious on top of the pain :/
Does anyone else have this happen? How do you deal?
My brain wouldn't turn off.... sort of racing thoughts. I just wanted to sleep! All of the sudden I started to panic; I got scared that when my family is over later for Memorial Day, I will blackout when my 1 and a half year old niece is next to me and I will fall on her and kill her. I was so freaked out.
I finally got some sleep, but I woke up and my heart is still beating fast and hard and I just feel really anxious on top of the pain :/
Does anyone else have this happen? How do you deal?